screw up day
i think ar... the only think that i have done correct & successfully in my poly life is to listen 2 coach's instruction and train to a medal... hai....had practical test this morning... confirm fail... wrote the wrong input port... the rest all wrong le... jia lat... common test fail, practical test also fail.... if im gonna buang my final exam.... i can retain liao... sian.... study study study study ......
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ivp over. feels like life's over too
oh my... ivp over le... life feels so dead... first time reach home so early... weird weird de... nv sweat ... nv excercise... my whole body aches !!!! i want to excercise !!!! shall go swimming tml !!!
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44.02s 3rd !!!!
oh my .. FINALLY ....... yesterday's IVP, we made it !!!!!! we came in 3rd for 4x100m ....... finally..... 3 years... 3 hard years of trainings .... i've finally got a result... well.. a graduation gift !! ya.. relay started... SP( hock leong ) got the baton b4 me ... but heng at my leg.. i manage to cut him .... *piew... i almost couldnt pass the baton to yusman.. heng ar... but well... we manage to do it .. haha... so we came in 1st in our heats.... but then overall was 3rd. i was at the long jump pit... so when they announced the results through the PA system.... i SCREAMED !!!!! haha... my eyes turned red ... haha.... ya ya ... i did cry .... was so happy... 3 years.... at last... a medal.... was very tired, couldn't do well at long jump .. sad ... keep taking off b4 i reach the board... if not could hit 6m ... but then.. its alright... i can't possibly perform well in both relay & long jump.. sacrifies has 2 be done... well.. we didn't got overall 3rd... but its ok.. at least we've shown the other sch's how bonded & big our team is.... arhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!! NP ROCKS !!!!!after ivp... as usual... ppl got thrown into the steeple chase .. haha... including me... eeeeucks !!! damm smelly.. i can taste song lim's shoes.. yucks... haha had lots of real fun ... after the whole thing.. we(TEAM NGEE ANN) went back 2 sch ... had dinner at KAP.. then went back ... we stayed overnigh.... *ahem....wahahahahhaha ..... our classrooms became our LAN SHOP !!!! one side play PS, the other side play DOTA ... haha.... had lots of fun ... me, daniel & songlim ROCKS ... our team is the best man ... haha... played from like 10pm till nxt morning 7plus AM .. haha.... tts all.. too much stuffs.. i can't write them all here... i love my team !
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last preparation ....
well.... project still screw up .. short of 1 last driver board... haha.. but nvm... thats not impt... more impt is my race tml ... well.... here is it .... *i've been waiting all my life, for this moment to arise, FINALLY... haha... my last IVP...... im like damm scared now la... haha... i shall sleep early... like NOW !!! haha..... To my race tml .. CHEERS !!!i want to thanks those people ard me that have been supporting me for the past 3 years.....
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project competition gone .....
well.... my project can't finish in time for the competition... but then.. who cares... haha.... the panel came in to the room... and we could not show anything... aha... but nvm de la... impt is nxt week... panel review... my results gonna be by them man... pray that everyting goes well.... hmm... didn't train today ... rest day for me... tml too ... hopefully the pain ease off... i hope..... not many ppl train.... cheo train too ... well.. she shldn't have la.. she shld just rest .... but i understand how shes feel... then uncertainty inside her ... dunno if she could run or not... just wanna try it out and convience herself that she still can .... im like tt too ..... why do u think my feet take so long then recover... haha... cos just train & train & train.... i seriously need a long term rest scheme man... hee ehee .... oh well... now im really starting to get scared.... maybe cos my confidence got back in relay... but then that the problem... very scared that i cannot perform at my tip top condition.... all we can do now is just ... rest & pray hard........
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44.3s yea... we can do it better !
wahaha... well... im happy.. im sad... did training today ... relay guys clock 44.3s during training... damm.. didn't know it started le.. till i saw soon ho so close 2 me... cock.. haha... but it was a nice timing.... my feet hurts.. but im not gonna give a damm bout it... cos im just gonna wack and make sure my team comes in 43 or below for this sat race... we can do it !!!was having breakfast wif grandma & guo jian ... well.. his leaving on friday.. back to cornell 2 study ... wahaha..... after that went down to queensway polyclinic to see a doc... kns.... i nv been to polyclinic b4 lo... i dun even now the procedeurs... haha.. like a gong tao there... but well.. doc say might nt be a stress fractured... but hard 2 say .. probably ligament injured ... so gave me pain killer/inflamation tablets and gastric pain tablets... cos the pain killer will cause gastric pain .... and oso was given a gel for my feet... hope it recovers good !!!well...... to the pain on my feet ... BYE BYE !!!!
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quick quick
well... better do this quick... dunno y my dad always ask me to use my notebk outside the room when my little brother sleeping.... he claims that when the lights are on, it affects his sleeps... yea right... hahawell.... yeah ... just finish designing my blog.. officially .. hahaha ... damm tired le... training today was fine...well.. my feet hurting now... in pain .. ouch... damm scared.... but wat can i do ?well.. dun think so much le.. just go zzz *gone
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sch... boring ...
well... haha.. its MONDAY !!! 1st sch day of the week.... haha... woke up late.. had a lecture from 10 to 12 ... but reach sch at 1030 .. end up not bothered for the lecture... went to project room .. tried 2 finish designing my blog... haha... html. kinda figure it out.. heehee. .... oh well... then started doing my project report... din do much though, but at least had my motors mounted on my convey belt... haha.... stupid fr*ncis .. cock head... say monday wanna give us the other set of motor.. end up say tml ..(expected la) .. stupid kuola head, simson face, mr bean mentality !!! hai... my feet ain't getting better .. how ? i guess im going 2 see a specialist soon ... *sob
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after long long long long time ... ... ( dun read if ur easily offend by vulgars )
haix.... im blogging again .. i guess this is the only place where i can say wats inside me huh.... so many things happen for the pass few months since i stop blogging.. haix... oh well .. mostly are all fuck up stuffs that happen 2 me... arz... can't totally write them down here la.... wtf
oki... lets tok about TODAY !
woke up late, then had lunch with uncle kato from jap.... after lunch went back home ... sad sad ... was playing maple.. then scolded this guy FUCK U in maple... but then accidentally msg it to jamie .... she hate ppl that are so vulgar (lyk me) .... she say she was very disappointed in me ... i told her it was just me la.. but then i think it make it worst.. i think she really disappointed in me.. was at FKY, saw her .. den i use the chop stick to tap her head, wanted 2 say HI.. but sadly, b4 i could.. she turn her head back .. dun wanna see me.. *sob ...
cheng guo zhan started at 7 .. its was FUCKED UP !!! i was suppose 2 be doing sound... and i have been doing sound for the pass few rehersals other than the major 1 ... and i know nothing about the miking set up that day ... and WHY THE M-FUCK AM I DOING MIKING ??? wasted my whole night there doing nothing... could have just stay at home do report.. ccb
hai.... k* n* n* be* ch*o ch*e b*e .... *PISSED PISSED PISSED !!!!
ivp is here finally.... and guess wat ... im bloody fuck injured ! its my 1st time getting injured because of track.. and ITS MY LAST IVP !!! ccb ... wat the bloody fuck ! i've been praying hard, hoping for a miracle to happen.. but i think there just ain't miracles existing ... probably god dun even exist too ... sian.... but then... here i am at my last IVP... im NOT GOING 2 FUCKING LET U (pain) SPOIL MY JUMP & RELAY !!!!! im just gonna wack hard for my race... pain pain.. fuck care...
well..tok abt ivp ... sat 14th jan was ivp day 1... we clock 3rd position for guys & girls overall so far.. i seriously pray (nar fuck it), i seriously hope to have it maintain till the end of ivp. i am proud of yew cheo, she did extremely well k... i was like trying 2 hold back my tears when she finished ur 800 in pain ... im also very proud of jarral having a new p.b ... yifeng, he did very well... but unfortunately he fell.. but with high sportsmanship, he finishes his race... IM VERY PROUD 2 HAVE THIS ATHLETE IN MY TEAM ! eugene came in for finals, i was shocked, he was too ... but that was what he shld get in return from his hard trainings... Daniel did his 1st triple jump competition, yar the officials was totally FUCK UP !! stupid old fucker.. cannot see clearly.. but well.. tts the reason that makes S*** fuck up .... but well.. he did good and im proud of him too ... seeing everyone putting their full effort in their race makes me even want to do better even when the pain is there.....
TO THE PAIN IN MY FEET...... FUCK YOU !!!!
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